Spell the word.
Day 18 of my 100-day writing project
The pen scratches and the clock ticks.
The keys on a keyboard clack.
My head is heavy, like that of a brick's.
The refrigerator hums. I think of
a childhood memory where my mother
made me rehearse the spelling of this word.
"R-E •
F-R-I •
G-E •
R-A-T •
O-R.
Refrige...-uh- rator."
I slowly etched it in the smooth paper
with my blunt pencil. My tongue
held the top of my lip for comfort.
I picked the sheet up in my hands,
loudly spelled the word and gulped.
The examiner smiled in surprise.
The refrigerator saved me.
In an entrance exam meant for
six-year olds.
I've always wondered why it had no D —
while the colloquial FRIDGE did.
Was it perhaps to confuse me?
Questions linger. Cold as ice.
Melt away when the sun shines bright.
Is the refrigerator a hiding place?
For keys, spectacles and a bulky wallet
full of cash and cards? Bits and bobs?
Accidentally swallowed. Moving down my gullet.
I won the district level spell-bee competition
when I was seventeen. The word CLICHÉ
saved me this time.